I’ve reached that stage in my life where I am waiting to die or the world might end and it’ll all be over. I keep failing at everything I do. I try so hard. Then I try a bit. Then I let it go. Then I summon up courage and try again. Then I just […]

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  Today isn’t one of the good ones. . Feel so depressed. I kept saying out loud ”I have no reason to live” . I cried the whole of yesterday. For no reason. . Made an effort to watch a movie I normally wouldn’t dare watch. Anything with a genre that says ‘drama/Romance/Family’  – I […]

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Paid Bills!

Guys. Guys. My Internet and Cable bills have been paid. No one knows who did that. Is this the part where I post those coded messages on instagram like ”God I know it’s you” or ”God works in mysterious ways” lol But for real. My cable has been on since september and I intentionally didn’t […]

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Hey There!

I am making a lot of effort to be HAPPY! . How to be happy for no reason is difficult. . I have this pain in my right breast. Am I scared? um, Yeah. My mum had breast cancer! The worst part is i’m one of those people that hate to touch themselves so I […]

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One day to go

I’ll be leaving London tomorrow. Want to guess how I feel? Naa, let’s not start I have too much stuff to load in my box. How did this happen? I broke my own promise and started buying stuff for people. People that have ruined my life one way or another. But anyway, I bought stuff […]

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Currently eating cold chicken bake as I’m typing this out It’s about 8:21a.m, my hosts are still in bed and I’ve been hungry since I woke up. I’ve grabbed the chicken bake I got from Greggs last evening. Geez the taste is so different when it isn’t hot 😦 Recently, I made new observations about […]

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Well Rested

I’ve been doing nothing except taking long walks and eating, the past 4 days. I love it. Because I’m in London! It’s always peaceful here for me. Nothing to worry about. You can take long walks without any reason to be scared. In my fucking country you need to watch out for evil looking people, […]

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